Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Disappointment

It really sucks when you get your hopes up about something, but then those hopes are completely crushed. I hate writing blogs that can seem negative or depressing but right now I am home alone and the only person that is willing to listen is this blog. HAHA :)

Today I woke up to being told that if I didn't submit assignments I would be withdrawn from precalc. Now isn't that something exciting to hear the second you wake up. Thank God though my day hasn't continued down a bad path. In fact this day has been quite good. Other than the fact that I have been in front of my computer for the past 8 hours straight. not exaggerating! I ask God for some determination and today I actually think he gave me some. Yes I was forced to work today, so its not like I chose to work for 8 hours on precalculus, but still. I feel somewhat accomplished today. 

Now from reading this paragraph you must be wondering why this blog and such a dreary name and opening paragraph. Well you see, I am starving. I have only eaten 1 grilled cheese sandwich today. Whenever you are hungry you are prone you be in a worse mood. But its really not even about my mood, it just that I truly look forward to hanging out with people and when the events that I look forward to vanish, it sucks. Though writing this blog so far has helped lighten my mood. I have been alone for close to 7 hours and I just wanna do something.

OK I am done. Short and not toooo sweet :)

xoxo

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